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Why do people feel empty?

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July 2025; 2:52 am) Humans are... what are we? A species, believed to  be on higher level of hierarchy than others? A species which can build pretty much everything going as far as making AI and even elements of nature ? Despite all the development, understanding and growth, we still lag far behind in everything and seem to be getting emptier day by day. Isn't that ironic!  We are developing technologies but can't develop ourselves!  We are upgrading our lives but can't help feeling helpless and forlorn! We are striving to be the better version of ourselves, to improve daily but are we ! Are we developing? Are we upgrading? Are we the better versions of us?  How? In what way?  In what respects are we becoming better as a nation, culture, society and most importantly, an individual? The things to be known, are known to everyone. The values, the beliefs, goods and bads, rights and wrongs... as if what is left to know! The same story, the same concepts are repeated...
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The hardest part of growing up...???

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 I don't know how people want to explore more about the books they read or the movie they watched or something. Isn't the story complete already? 

Well, to be honest, I know it isn't. The insights of each story carry more stories which make the book or movie more meaningful and complete. 

But for me, this was never the case. The backstory never felt important. I never felt the need to know more than the story I was presented with but now that I am taking interest in knowing the insights, more perspectives of everything, it is becoming scarier by day. 

For instance, when I read 'Gunahon Ka Devta', I didn't like Chandar... no matter what number of times I read it but when I read 'Ret Ki Machli'- I hated him, the writer and the whole plot. The story felt complete. Another perspective leaves me into thinking if there is more story to this!  The story from the point of views of other characters of both the books, maybe! But if we look at it like this,  no book, no movie, no story will ever feel complete and I don't think it to be otherwise either. 

Nothing is ever complete if we look at things this way and everything is if we don't. Maybe that's why to me everything always felt complete but now nothing does.  

It would be pleasing to know if the insights are beautiful and lovely as they will always be a sweet memory but they if they aren't, it's going to be haunting forever. 

And I guess, for me that part is too scary. I don't know what matters more as of now- knowing the truth, the complete story or being in a delulu world and feel content about the story.

None of them does. 

It seems unfair to not know the truth now that I have explored it at least once but knowing the truth every time  about each different story I have read or watched becomes more of a scare, most of the times. 

It feels as if I am losing some part of me. Something feels dead from beneath as if everytime a fragment of my soul meets a painful death. 

Then again, I guess... it is all a part of growing up, right....!

@jyotika

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  1. AnonymousSeptember 28, 2025 at 9:20 AM

    इतना बड़ा नहीं होना..😒

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    1. AnonymousSeptember 28, 2025 at 9:29 AM

      Same same name same same feeling...Jyoti-Jyoti

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  2. AnonymousSeptember 28, 2025 at 12:19 PM

    ✨💗

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