What is hate? At this point I really want to understand what hate is! I thought that maybe I know...maybe I know what it is exactly. But when the person you are supposed to hate seems so helpless, torn, broken, and is sitting in front of you crying... showing the side of him which you thought you would never see. At that moment, what is one supposed to feel ?
Pity? It seems such a small word to describe the thing you felt for them. It's definitely not hate. At that moment you get so sure that no matter how much you try...you don't have this 'Hate' term within you. Trying to find hate inside of oneself seems to be the greatest injustice one can do to themselves.
Some moments in life make you actually feel that you are filled with hate when all that was, was nothing but Love!
What shitty talk is all this!
Do I want to say that the people who kill, murder, bomb and do such deeds as spreading negativities around do not have hate in them? No. Maybe yes....
The part of me which was always privileged... even after 'hating' the existence of such elements all around, doesn't seems to accept this fully that those people can be filled with hate.
What I believe is that the people who don't love, have never been exposed to any soft, true feelings...can never have the capacity to hate. What they have is nothing...it's empty...nothing is inside them. So, to say that they are filled with hate ...is like saying Lays chips is not filled with air! (Hehe...sry... I couldn't think of any other examples!..)
So now again...let's be serious!
Anyways... so let's get back to the romantic side of the question, from where we started...
"I have always wanted to be there whenever he would cry. The part of him, he never showed to me, I was so eager and willing to face his state of desperation and be there to comfort him. But when the time actually came...I was nothing but a packet of Lays." (This is what she said to me, my friend and this is why I couldn't think of anything else above)
The people who bomb and murder are nothing but a packet of lays...and the people who were once filled with love but are not able to replace it with hate are a packet of Lays! (I hope lays doesn't sue me...hehe !)
There is no such thing as hate in the world. The people who kill and rape are not filled with hate and they are not animalistic either(animals are far better as compared to them after all! ) They are just empty brainless idiots going anywhere and to any extent through which they can prove that they are something normal, and to do that they use the term hate to describe their emotions, when in reality it doesn't hold any meaning because they never had love in them to begin with.
Hate is a privilege, not anyone can have and feel!
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference! Whoever said this was absolutely wrong! The opposite of love IS hate. Indifference only comes when you are so emotionally dependent on something or someone that even the slightest crack can break you down and what you feel is not hate, not love, nothing animalistic or barbaric...nothing like lays too... no helplessness, no regret, no questions about ifs and buts. All there is left to feel is indifference.
Yes! indifference is also a feeling...a feeling so intense that can overcome any other emotion; it's a feeling so strong and deep that makes you feel being at the topmost and bottommost part of the world at the same time. The people who stop at just feeling these things and try to focus on themselves without blaming anyone, without any furthermore excuses and without trying to be dependent on anyone else anymore are just a bit indifferent than those criminals. They don't try to prove their indifference. They don't try to use their indifference to use anyone. They don't blame anyone for their indifference. They just remain indifferent.
And the people who fail to do all the above become criminals. The criminal attitude is supposed to be hate driven but in fact, is a result of uncontrolled indifference!
There is a very thin line connecting any two intense emotions, any two supposedly opposite words.
It feels too ironic that the words which are said be similar have a huge difference in their meaning when looked closer and deeper but, the words which are supposed to be the opposites of each other have a very thin line between them; a line so thin that they are almost complementary to each other.
Maybe, Love and Hate is like that only!
@jyotika
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