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Why do people feel empty?

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July 2025; 2:52 am) Humans are... what are we? A species, believed to  be on higher level of hierarchy than others? A species which can build pretty much everything going as far as making AI and even elements of nature ? Despite all the development, understanding and growth, we still lag far behind in everything and seem to be getting emptier day by day. Isn't that ironic!  We are developing technologies but can't develop ourselves!  We are upgrading our lives but can't help feeling helpless and forlorn! We are striving to be the better version of ourselves, to improve daily but are we ! Are we developing? Are we upgrading? Are we the better versions of us?  How? In what way?  In what respects are we becoming better as a nation, culture, society and most importantly, an individual? The things to be known, are known to everyone. The values, the beliefs, goods and bads, rights and wrongs... as if what is left to know! The same story, the same concepts are repeated...
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Last Night...

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 Last night...

I was thinking,

whether I would regret liking you.

Since, you are not with me

Since, you are not mine

Since, you can't be mine!

whether I would regret liking you.

I don't know...

to what decision I end up with

But that last night...

I was thinking...

Was it bad liking you

Was it bad when my heart raced at only a sight of you

Was it bad to smile when I thought of you

And would it be bad...

If I regret this feeling of liking you.

Even when you are not by my side, 

But why do I act strange when I think of you, 

when I see you...when I want to see you..

when I want you.

Last night...

I didn't get to any conclusion that whether...

I would regret liking you.

That whether...

I am regretting liking you.

I didn't get to any conclusion(because maybe I already know but still...)

whether I want you to be with me

whether I am happy to see you with her

whether I am jealous to see you with her. 

Last night...

I think...

I was just thinking nonsense

But still my heart races..

when I think that...

what I was feeling last night, what was it !! 

And...

whether I would...

regret liking you.

 

@jyotika


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